Relationships, school life, and a problem that just came up!, i need help, i don't know how to handle this!!?

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Relationships, school life, and a problem that just came up!, i need help, i don't know how to handle this!!?

i'm a 14 years old girl, studying in 9th grade,

i had dated a guy of grade 12, but after we broke up, i wanted to forget him, so i just went to another relationship with a guy of grade 10.

we broke up after few days cause i didn't like him, i was still into my ex,

later on, after sometime,

one of my teachers came to know about my second date, they took a promise, that if i would not repeat this again, the would not inform the parents.

but today my principal came to know about the matter, i went and asked my teachers for help and two of them really helped me, but during the day, i was so sad that i even thought of suicide!

so i started to write some letters for people, after my death!

(i know this sounds crazy, but i was really depressed in morning and thinking about my mother's reaction made me think tis way :\ )

i wrote letters for my close friends and for the two teachers who helped me, for my ex ( telling him all my feelings, and that i always loved him) and then i got mad and i wrote a letter to my principal, ( using all the bad words i knew! )

then for some reason i went out of class and when i came back, my notebook was ot there!,

i changed my mind about suicide so i wasn't going to send any of those letters,

but now i'm scared, what if my notebook is with a teacher? or with a student? ( i mean a complain box),

oh god, the things i wrote about my ex = super big trouble for both of us, and the things i wrote about the principal = more trouble for me,

i suspend one of the girls in my class, i think she took my book and gave it to rachel mam (one of the teachers who helped me).if they read the thing i wrote for my ex, or for the principal! :O

i'm really scared, i need help, what should i do?

i'm not sure what is happening, i get out of a problem and get to a new one,

please if u can help me, i need it :'(

~ps, this all happened today (25th apri) in school,

so i should fix it by tomorrow,

u should wait for relationships at 14

yeah im 14 too and i think i could help. if you don't get much help here, don't hesitate to mail me if it bothers you. Good luck (:

Firstly, it was really stupid of u to write letters in the first place.. Not a ver mature way to handle the situation ; secondly, if ur teachers have the letters then u can only hope that they are with the teachers you like ; thirdly , it's not the god darn teachers who decide how u live ur damn life , s if they threaten u in any way, just remember that u have to decide ur own fate, not them...

Fourthly, u should be open with ur parents , I'm sure they'll understand. U may not agree with me but ur parents are the best friends u have on the face of this earth, so be honest with them. Believe me, they will be less upset if they u tell them everything ... But if ur teachers ***** about u to them , u won't be that lucky..

My parents have helped me out in times of immense difficulty and because I'm honest with them ,

they trust me to the core ....

Believe me , maybe u won't like the solution I'm suggesting, but it's the best way around this ...

All the best

And if u need any help , email me ...

i'm a 14 years old girl, studying in 9th grade,

i had dated a guy of grade 12, but after we broke up, i wanted to forget him, so i just went to another relationship with a guy of grade 10.

we broke up after few days cause i didn't like him, i was still into my ex,

later on, after sometime,

one of my teachers came to know about my second date, they took a promise, that if i would not repeat this again, the would not inform the parents.

but today my principal came to know about the matter, i went and asked my teachers for help and two of them really helped me, but during the day, i was so sad that i even thought of suicide!

so i started to write some letters for people, after my death!

(i know this sounds crazy, but i was really depressed in morning and thinking about my mother's reaction made me think tis way :\ )

i wrote letters for my close friends and for the two teachers who helped me, for my ex ( telling him all my feelings, and that i always loved him) and then i got mad and i wrote a letter to my principal, ( using all the bad words i knew! )

then for some reason i went out of class and when i came back, my notebook was ot there!,

i changed my mind about suicide so i wasn't going to send any of those letters,

but now i'm scared, what if my notebook is with a teacher? or with a student? ( i mean a complain box),

oh god, the things i wrote about my ex = super big trouble for both of us, and the things i wrote about the principal = more trouble for me,

i suspend one of the girls in my class, i think she took my book and gave it to rachel mam (one of the teachers who helped me).if they read the thing i wrote for my ex, or for the principal! :O

i'm really scared, i need help, what should i do?

i'm not sure what is happening, i get out of a problem and get to a new one,

please if u can help me, i need it :'(

~ps, this all happened today (25th apri) in school,

so i should fix it by tomorrow,